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Goodbye my Big Brother <:(

Fri Aug 14, 2009, 8:40 PM
*long, heavy sigh* It is currently 12:30 in the morning on August Saturday 15, 2009, and I have just seen my brother for the last time for the next 3-4 months. He's is leaving for college early in the morning, so by the time I wake up, he'll be gone. :'(

To those of you who are the oldest in ur family, or to those of you who are an only child, then u don't know what it's like to say goodbye to an older brother. He's the person who I've been looking up to all my life. The person who I've always wanted to be like. And the one who's attention, i would die for.

But alas, now he's moving away to college, 150 miles away in Southwest Georgia.

The dinner that we had tonight was the last meal I will have had with my brother for a very long time. And for the next few months, that chair is going to be very lonely... very empty.

For 10 years, he's always sat across from me at the dinner table, every night ever since we moved here... It's gonna feel so different without him... My Big Brother.

  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Love Underground
  • Reading: the screen i am writin this journal on

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I don't like the person I was.
I'm cool with the person I am.
But the person I will become... can't wait to meet 'em.

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  • Current Residence: u dont need to KNOW!!! ;P
  • Interests: painting, soccer, swimming, internet stuff :D
  • Favourite movie: Van Helsing, Cat Woman, Pirates of the caribbean 1, 2, and 3, FMA COS,and almost all jack chan stuff
  • Favourite band or musician: don't have a favorite band but I hate rappers
  • Favourite genre of music: everything except country and RAP
  • Favourite photographer: RUBErman
  • Favourite style of art: pretty much anything so long as it's good
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: peanut
  • Shell of choice: chocolate
  • Wallpaper of choice: the kind that sticks to the wall
  • Skin of choice: acne free
  • Favourite game: Sonic
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC.... cause you can do cheat codes... and stuff
  • Favourite cartoon character: Maes Huges (fma), Ed Elric, Gaara, and other anime characters.
  • Personal Quote: Acting on Hatred, is something you will hate yourself for doing.

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thanks for the fave!

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i saw your question on an old art thing

i think that kirai means hate

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:iconshikoxxxshadow:
yeah, it does

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you kick ass me friend :D i finaly checked my DA!! praise me!! (jk) haha- i lurve your stuffems, i will sift through it asap- btw, i wont be at school all next week as you will eventually realize ^.^

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:iconshikoxxxshadow:
thank you!
lol finally
aight, well, thanks for the update. so, where will you be?

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"As far as I'm conscerned, we all owe our lives to the people who could've killed us and should've killed us, but chose not to. Who do you owe your life to? And who owes you theirs?"
:iconlenores-will:
haha
im in florida, on an island, in "eastpoint"
but its currently raining (i dont remember if i already told you that xD)
so im sitting inside attatched to the internet
:)

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there is a pancake in my non-existant brain screaming, "hellllp!!! the brain smarticles eating worm is going to get meeeee!!!!"
:iconshikoxxxshadow:
wow florida. is there some special occasion going on down there?

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"As far as I'm conscerned, we all owe our lives to the people who could've killed us and should've killed us, but chose not to. Who do you owe your life to? And who owes you theirs?"
:iconlenores-will:
nah- just hanging out with family i dont see but once a year ^.^
so we decided to fuck school and work and take a week off
cool, but very... inconsiderate, of my parents- making me drop everything and lay on the beach...
haha- but im not REALLY complaining

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there is a pancake in my non-existant brain screaming, "hellllp!!! the brain smarticles eating worm is going to get meeeee!!!!"

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